Ya' know...Timmy is a very private person and when he was here, we hardly knew it. Zannah's like that, too.
But now that Timmy left for college (today!), it still feels like he should be here. For the last 18 years Timmy was always here!
I feel his essence or his energy or a shadow of him left behind here.
I remember, growing up in a big family, sitting around a table with 10 people, you still knew when one was missing. And you knew exactly who it was even without checking the seating!
There is a family bond that is kind of indescribable.
I miss Timmy....
He is off on his college adventure.